sg saga

Im dying. I cant tell you how it feels or how it happened. but i am. Its fucking scary to see how the world evolves and leaves you behind like the piece of shit you are. Who the fuck really cares if your missing out of the crowd of millions of people? I honestly took the wrong path i should have waited out the pain before i stepped into the relationship that has made my life worth to live. He smiles and laughs but his words crush me every time i crush him. Its scary to live love like this. Why do i keep trying? I know my days are weak and might come to an end soon. Its fun though i see all and no one knows the mighty power i withhold. Lifeless life. I am lifeless and this life can be cherished by each day of worship to the all powerful merchant. Now see the words dont flow like they are SUPPOSED to be set up but honestly who gives a fuck these days. Everyones playing the stupid fucking survival of the fittest game. Im the weakest link haha im done sooner than you think. Its all of rhyme and scheme you cant really be sure whose day is running out of steam. I want to leave you off with a precious thing to say. Fuck everything just dont love one who plays the love game.